Hidden

   I wake up at 2:00 am finding nothing but the rough cold canvas of my sheet. I find her sobbing in the bathroom her eyes that are so blue you can see them from 20 miles away are now shining bright because of the redness in her eyes. She sees me then buries her face into her palms sobbing quietly. As I take a step she looks up I can see the pain in her eyes which causes pain in my heart as if a bus had just hit me. She hasn't slept for months I can see it by the dark circles that form under her eyes. A tear rolls down my face as I take a seat next to her. I tuck her gorgeous blond curls behind her ear. I try to calm her down and she hugs me so tight i can feel her heart beat. Her warmth radiates down my spine. Her depression has gone too far. My only nightmares is that one day I will find her gone. Gone lost dead gone hidden underneath my feet forever. I can't afford thinking like that. Tears pour down my face like a faucet as I think. I can't lose you I say in her ear barely audible. It just makes her sob more.