𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐃𝐨𝐥𝐥 | 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠

FIRSTLY: it's cringe, my first story and fucked up. That's all.

Taeyong and Jaehyun are a happy couple in nct.
But after an argument between them Jaehyun decides thet they should take a brake from their relationship. How will Taeyong cope without him? Will the past haunt him? Will dark thoughts engulf him? Will it be too late to save Taeyong from himself? Will he find someone to lean on?

Disclaimers: I, unfortunately, do not own nct.
Whatever happens in this fanfiction is not real just a part of my angsty imagination and life.
I do not think that abuse, mental health isues, bullying are romantic stuff, i do not support any type of these behaviors. Through this book I will be representing a fictional relationship between the boys and im only using their names and status(as singers in a group) as true.

The idea of this book and plot is mine and only mine, please do not copy. For translations you can message me.
if you are not okay with boyxboy peace out :)

⚠️ trigger warnings ⚠️
Angst
Mental health issues
Eating disorders
Depression
Self- harm
Mentions of sexual abuse- harassment
Suicide
Panic and anxiety attacks
Abuse
Strong language

if you are not comfortable with and of the topics mentioned, I suggest you not to read the story. In chapters that are going to be the most triggering ill put a sign ⚠️.

SEQUEL: When we go | Jaeyong *will be uploaded soon*

Started: 03.16.2021
Ended: 04.12.2021

#39 Taemin ---> 04.13.2021
#1 Johnyong ---> 05.17.2021
#168 Ten ---> 04.13.2021
#193 Jaehyun ---> 04.13.2021
#269 Taeyong ---> 04.13.2021
#268 Johnny ---> 04.13.2021
#140 Donghyuck ---> 04.12.2021
#675 depression ---> 04.13.2021
#96 Jaeyong ---> 06.01.2022