EVANESCE // LS STORY
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 2m
Complete, First published Mar 15, 2021
Mature
EVANESCE (EV-UH-NES) - to disappear gradually ; vanish ; fade away.

Harry Styles spent 3653 days loving Louis Tomlinson. 10 years of his life had been devoted to one man and no amount of space, time or distance would stop that number from increasing.

"Two years you've been gone. Two whole years and part of me is starting to mix up all of our memories. I remember everything about you, your smell, your touch, the taste of your lips and how they felt against mine, but I am forgetting the reason we fought. I am forgetting the reason why you left.

I guess part of me still doesn't want to accept that your gone. I know you promised me that it would be like you never existed, but I feel it. When you left you took me with you and I'm living life on autopilot. I'm grateful for the pain though, the pain is just a reminder that it was all real. That we were real."
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"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.