Hallucinating In Gold
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Poetry about a year of love, loss, pain, and beauty. Even the bad parts were somewhat beautiful.
I had slipped back into my disorder
Fell in love for the first time
Fought with my depression
Turned to drugs and became addicted
Found the spiritual meaning to life
Became confident and fucked around
It was an ongoing struggle. However, I turned my pain into art...
Enjoy my messy 2019 :)
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