Disconnected // L.H

"...But whatever that piece of shit did to me is my past. That's all. The past. Unfortunately, the past is the only thing that haunts me. The past is what rips me apart inside and out. Memories of the past, my past, are constantly swimming in my thoughts and I can never fully escape them. But I try. I try so fucking hard to escape the horrible memories. I use sex, drugs, alcohol, and self inflicted violence to distract myself from the past. It wasn't until I got to know him that I discovered I was fully able to disconnect myself from the horrible history known as my past."