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I wanna numb of the world that desolved with a girl She was in my dreams made me complete made me laugh till i cried then she turned her back till i died deep inside...  
Emotionaly vacant i lay yet again waiting for a great old friend destiny oh yes here she comes again with her pencil her paper her pen writing down what happens nezt hoping i follow forward to ye tomorrow another day drenched in sorrow remorse and pitiful borrowed excuses all because of this chick that was my center but now more like a splenter that will never get out of your skin oh no not till she wins until then o the war just begins but its one sided is she fighting herself because i take no action in this i have my own scars from battles other than this... Then i met this girl i thought she was a queen i would be her anything just to help her feel complete because little does she know im broken two and i need someone to love... But thats not the easiest thing to to when your not the best looking guy with your heTous Droits Réservés

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