Despair..(Opposites attract)T

This is a BL with VERY slight smut, it's more fluff and angst..Tw's go as follow: s//h mention(Not much), d3ath, some sensitive moments. And @bus3. Other than that enjoy this shitty story - Just call me Sushi. <3 at some points there is Korean and Japanese in it I will put the translation like this
Tanoshinde ikanakereba saiwai desu (I hope you enjoy) Also I'm not Japanese or Korean!! So if some of it is wrong I apologize i'm learning.