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Chasing Butterflies

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Parts 12
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Dreams....
                 art, dance and fleeting memories and music. That I can no longer make sense of. Maybe they never did. Maybe they don't have to. 

  Yet, I've tried. Tried to peice them all together...to sew these..

         endlessly

t o r n

      fabric
                   Into one....


                                     But I can't. 

 There was a time that I was sure that I had a name. Not anymore.  Now here I lay, tired but more awake than I've ever been, attempting to sketch them out, perhaps on paper and to write them to those who can read. 

 I now attempt to disclose my dreams of times I chased butterflies and the times they chased me.


Because now all that I can do is dream.
                                                       
       
Only dream...



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