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Erased Memories (Soukoku)

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Reads 8,851
Votes 268
Parts 12
Time 2h 23m

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akutagawa atsuhi bungostraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaixchuuya gin higuchi hirotsu kunikida malexmale osamudazai portmafia soukoku tachihara

He was awake...but looked really confused, almost as if he had no idea where he was. Once his blue eyes fell on Dazai, he looked even more confused. Dazai could already feel that something wasn't right. 

"Chuuya...do you know where you are?" He asked, unsure on if he really wanted an answer.

"...No...And who the hell are you...?"

((Trigger Warning: Angst, Mature Themes, Mature Language, Violence, MalexMale content, Mentions of Suicide (Dazai)All Rights Reserved

akutagawa atsuhi bungostraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaixchuuya gin higuchi hirotsu kunikida malexmale osamudazai portmafia soukoku tachihara

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Dazai gets sick (Soukoku) by YumSushi4

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Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

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Their untold secrets by nohealanii0

We write letters to ourselves as a way of comfort and closure. They both have many untold secrets... the feelings, they wish they could convey to each other, and the secrets they wish they could keep hidden. Will it come to the light or stay in the dark? A book about Dazai's day, life, and innermost thoughts. Asking himself the unsaid questions, the questions he doesn't know how to answer himself. The emotions he wishes to feel, but doubts he ever could. Chuuya? How did the brunettes departure affect him? How did he learn to cope? And who did he blame? {There will be journal entries in this book. Both dazai and Chuuya's feelings and perspectives out on paper} (this story contains angst, and the normal dazai stuff like talks about suicide, attempts, substance abuse, boyxboy, Soukoku, self harm. There will have several journal entries, but also have an actual story to go along with it.) /01-21-25/ #33 dazaiosamu

Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Forbidden Love |Soukoku| by DJ-3-Spoopy-5-Me

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Hold On (I Still Need You) by sullyinthestars

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Dazai gets sick (Soukoku)

Dazai after trying to drown himself in a river gets sick, but luckily a certain chibi is there to help him get better. This encounter leads to their relationship deepening, but will they be able to survive new missions? And will Dazai be able to hide his past from the ADA?