In which Dean needs help
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"Dean always has the journal. He looks like shit. He barely talks or eats. I know you know what's up with him so just fucking tell me! You've been in his mind! I know you've seen what's happening to him so just fucking tell me!!"
Or, in which Dean needs help, everyone knows, but the only other person other then Dean himself that knows what's wrong isn't too willing to tell them what they saw.
Tw: self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder,
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