The Lonely Painter (Bokuaka)
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Last published Sat, Mar 27, 2021
How much it takes for someone to hate humanity? How much pain you need to go through in order to lock yourself in your own mind? When does fantasy become reality? We all have our own demons, sometimes we fight them, but other times we make them our allies. Isn't that right, Bokuto?
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