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> this book is based on the novel/webtoon Not Even Bones by Rebecca Schaeffer <

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Alexander was never phased by the job he was tasked to do. His foster parents would bring home bodies of supernatural beings, he would dissect them, and be paid a portion of the money given when the parts were sold on the Black Market.

But he's not prepared when he's put before a hotheaded, freckled teenager, told to dissect him alive.

Alex has always known exactly what he wanted. But does he really?

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This is basically a Not Even Bones AU but for Lams.

It's also writing practice lmao

I will update this in my own free time. Enjoy!

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Philophobia [Jamilton] by FlowerLafayette

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

Mostly Angst Lams One-Shots by Whattfisausername

Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

Coffee (Lams) by thisaccount-isdead

"Do you think God stays in heaven because he, too, lives in fear of what he's created?"-Steve Buscemi, Spy Kids 2 Hamilton wants the d(ark roast) *rereads this story* CRAWLING IN MY SKIN THESE WOUNDS, THEY WILL NOT HEAL This is a Lams coffee shop AU written from mostly John Laurens' P.O.V., but it does switch from time to time. In it, Laurens works the night shift at a coffee shop (who knows if a 24 hour coffee shop exists, but in fiction, anything is possible), that Hamilton decides to go to when after he gets struck with writer's block. Normal coffee shop AU antics ensue. To be honest, a lot of the story isn't actually in the coffee shop, but... So anyway, it's gay and no one dies...(yet) Buckle up and hold on. (Cover by yamhaylet)

(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love by Sole_0107

A LAMS au love story "What is love?" That is the question Alexander Hamilton is unable to answer. To be honest... who can blame him? How can someone like him ever be able to experience love? Maybe John Laurens can teach Alexander a thing or two about love. [[ warning: smut ]] English it is not my first language so please have mercy on me. The characters do NOT belong to me. And last but not least I do not own the cover pic. Credit goes to the amazing artist. Most impressive ranking: #8 - schyulersisters

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

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wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

Broken LoliPops - Lams by _T0MAT0_

{ Yandere! Laurens x Hamilton } { Modern Au } [ Highest ranking #175 in horror ] WARNING! BOOK WILL CONTAIN VIOLENCE, GORE, CURSING, AND THOSE THEMES!! John Laurens was a normal kid for his whole life. Had friends, normal family, normal everything. Except when he met a guy in the local library. His name was Alexander Hamilton. In Johns eyes, he was a Angel sent from heaven to cure his too - normal life. They quickly became friends, John before was very kind and respectful of his peers. But when Hamilton entered he picture, he became possessive and creepy. A stalker at some terms. He would collect anything Alexander threw away, stalk him IRL on every social media he had. Even on MySpace! ( who has MySpace anymore? ) But John would never hurt anyone, that would go too far he thought. Until one day Alex told John something that set him off.. Completed 2 - 20 - 18

Come Back Home (Lams Celeb AU) by xMusical_Nerdx

John Laurens is the ultimate celebrity. He's charming, he gives to charities, he's crazy talented, and on top of that, the whole world loves him. Well, the whole world except for his childhood best friend, of course. When John had left to become a superstar, he left Alexander Hamilton behind. They had lost contact after a couple years as John got sucked up into the world of being famous. So what happens when John, the singer devoted to his music, visits Alex, the scorned man who no longer enjoys his company, after ten years? ~.~ This story is inspired by Anthony Ramos's album, The Good and The Bad, and each title uses the song titles. (This book was written before the news of the breakup, and I was too far to turn back and change the story) I do NOT own the characters in this story, they all belong to history and Lin Manuel Miranda's musical, Hamilton. Cover Art creds @annanymous_ MATURE for strong language, and talk about sex (skips past actual sex scenes). WARNING: Most replies from me will be ominous, beware of the smiley face :) Unless otherwise specified, story will be told in John's POV.

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Philophobia [Jamilton]

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! Rape Kidnapping Panic attacks Self Harm *Slurs