My First Love
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MatureOngoing25m
Last published Sat, Mar 20, 2021
_ I thought you would never do that in your whole life.
_ It's not like you haven't forced me (with a calm tone but boiling with rage inside)
_ Stop pretending. I know you love it.
He draws me even more towards him, using a little of his strength to the point where I could feel his breath and look into my eyes with his sparkling ones.
Suddenly there is a void in my head. I am captivated by those soft yet deep light brown eyes that I notice for the first time.
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My name is Anira. I am Malian and I am 20 years old. I am a virgin but not for religious reasons. I have never been very religious despite coming from a religious family. I just hate men. Yes, you heard right. I hate them all and I am very happy like that. Unfortunately for me I will leave my hometown and everything I know because my mother is getting married. Obviously I'm happy for her. But it turns out that her new husband has a 22-year-old son. I don't need to say it's like a nightmare for me. But that was before I knew he was going to change my life.
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