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Borderline

Reads 300
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Parts 4
Time 1h 22m

Reads 300
Votes 7
Parts 4
Time 1h 22m

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angst borderlinepersonalitydisorder boyslove boyxboy depression lgbt-themed mentaldisorder mentallillness romance-friendship sliceoflife

Jae is a boy who has Borderline Personality Disorders, living in the middle of New York City with all the hustle and bustle of the city does not necessarily get rid of all the feelings of loneliness that have plagued his soul for years.

at least not until someone came into his life, his gentle smile immediately erased the chill that had shackled his soul, illuminating the darkness that had enveloped his heart, giving him hope.

but 'Hope' can be a double edged sword.

As deadly as it sounds, Hope can either give you life or kill you in an instant.

what will hope brings this time?All Rights Reserved

angst borderlinepersonalitydisorder boyslove boyxboy depression lgbt-themed mentaldisorder mentallillness romance-friendship sliceoflife

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Wherefore Art Thou Romeo? ✓ cover

Save Me [Jhope x Male reader] cover

If Only You Knew|| Young K x Reader cover

Count The Stars cover

The Passing Breeze cover

The Cliff's Edge • Doyoung x Jungwoo cover

Seeing Shane Gray ✓ cover

Just Friends || Jaeyong cover

No More Wasting Time cover

Sage & Scars cover

Wherefore Art Thou Romeo? ✓

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