(completed)It's been four years since the marauders graduated from Hogwarts, and life hasn't been easy with them, as they had to deal with the real problems of life. But they managed to go through it all, having each other's back in every situation, standing on one another's side every single minute. Life was the most harsh to James Potter, the quirky, out-going, crazy and full of surprises boy, turned into 'happy loser' by life. He failed on his career, failed on everything he planned to, ending up doing things the opposite way. He was working along side his best mates in a shitty small pub they owned, struggling every day. The life was bringing obstacles for them at every corner, but at least they had each other. But what will happen if in James' life will reappear the only true love interes he had, that no-one know about, Regulus Black. Will it bring the hope of life in James' life or it will bring it to even more ruin? His best mate's younger brother, who no-one ever thought of getting James' attention. He was all faking being interested in Lily Potter throughout the years, just to keep hiding his intense love for the young black. Disclaimer: Gay story, smut appearence, abuse. I do not own any of the characters, they all belong rightfully to J.K Rowling.