(Y/N) tells us a story starting from five years ago, the year 845. She tells us about her childhood friends, and the important people in her life, Mikasa, Eren, Armin, Connie, Sasha, and Jean. (Y/N) goes deep into explaining her relationship with Jean, the love of her life, starting from the beginning. (Y/N) insists on telling the story this way in order for the reader to understand why she did what she did in the present, the year 850. {This story contains smut ]