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80 Pills

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Reads 5,690
Votes 135
Parts 29
Time 2h 51m

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Y/N decided to try and end her life by overdose by taking the remaining of her antidepressants, 80 pills in total. What happens when she meets the love of her life at the mental hospital, but they fall apart and meet again years later. 

Find out in this mostly Y/N POV story called 80 pills.

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide description, Suicide attempt, self harm, self harm in detail, attempted overdose and probably some other suicidal related things or suicidal thoughts.

Story begins with both Y/N and Jungkook in middle school and then present is when they both are in highschool (10th grade)


This story does have a sad ending :/





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