Time Is Lost
- Reads 74
- Votes 6
- Parts 1
Shouta has had a tough life, to say the least. So here we go, Aizawa Shouta goes through depression and is learning to ask for help what happens when his life keeps bending and twisting making him miserable
[This is a re-write]
(Credits to @ficel_art on Twitter, they made the lovely cover art used for this fanfic)
{TW: S*icidal Thoughts, D*pression, violence}
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Mute
Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!Complete
𝘿𝙪𝙨𝙠 𝙏𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝘿𝙖𝙬𝙣| 𝙃. 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙊
❝𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙩. 𝘽𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙮𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙡𝙨𝙪𝙨𝙪𝙝𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙪𝙨 ❝❞ 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠! I got permission to repost this by "VanillaKitsuneGirlA" on Archives Of Our Own I'm linking her account and hoping you follow her and give a LOT of love. (I've seen this everywhere so idek who the original writer is at this point-)Complete
Buried Secrets (And I've Got A Shovel)
Aizawa Shouta is a good teacher and hero. At least, that's what he likes to think. But when he gets hit by a quirk that turns him into a cat, he ends up unearthing the deepest secrets of his student. Learning that he had been forced to it carry alone, much longer than he should have. If he was such a good hero- teacher- no, person, then how had he missed all the warning signs? How had he allowed one of his own students to suffer so much under his watch? Most importantly, What is he going to do about it? (A/N: This was originally posted on ao3, but i decided to post it on her bc why not!! Feel free to correct any mistakes that I made btw :DD Cover art belongs to me I do not own any of the characters from My Hero Academia, nor do I claim to. All rights go to Horikoshi.) As of 2025/10/03: #74 in dadzawa #126 in ùa #156 in eraserhead #50 in shoutaaizawa #41 in saddeku #1 in goodmominko #2 in catzawaComplete
𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐙𝐀𝐖𝐀
It was just a normal day. Routine. As usual. A simple burglary, Shouta got hit with a Quirk, but it didn't seem to have much of an effect on him. What he didn't realize was that the effects of the Quirk would only develop over the following weeks and that they would slowly turn him into a cat. Now he needs the help of his former student Y/N to find said villain and get him back to normal - hopefully.Complete
The Angel I Couldn't Kill
Shouta Aizawa has always been a villain. it's all he's ever known, though it's taking a heavy toll on his mind, sending him down into deep, mental spirals. Hizashi Yamada has been hunting the notorious hero killer, tracking him down and searching for anything he can grasp, and he takes it upon himself to recruit Shouta himself as his fellow partner, unknowing of his true self. Shouta felt an instant connection with Hizashi, but if he ever foumd out who he truly was, it would tear both of their worlds apart. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● "In all honesty, you're the only person I've found myself to care about. I know it sounds bad but I don't want anyone to be my friend, or care about me, or even to have someone of my own to give a shit about. Hell, I don't even care about myself anymore." He paused, shifting positions slightly. "I have no idea why, but you really are my whole world, Zashi. I just met you, so I don't get it. I don't know why I care about you so damn much." Hizashi cupped Shouta's face in his hands, comforting him while he spoke. "Is that what love is?" He asked, inching closer to Hizashi and putting his own arm around him and hugging him tightly. "Sounds like it to me." Hizashi whispered, hugging him back. *If you really loved him, would you be lying to him about who you are? Even though you know what'll happen if you're found out? He wouldn't love you. You'll only hurt him.* ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● This story is loosely based on the song Oh Ana by Mother Mother! TW: Blood/Gore, Death, Self-Harm, Mental Illness, Drinking, Strong Language Any art shown in this story doesn't belong to me!Complete
Good Enough?!
Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriyaComplete
I'll Have a Blue Christmas (As Long As You're Here With Me)
"He doesn't remember the conversation or when it had happened. It could have happened this morning, last week, maybe even in a past life. He felt too dull right now to remember. "I pulled too many strings and made too many calls so unless you have special circumstances all of you will be going. If you have to stay at the dorms I'll have to either stay as well or another teacher will give up their break to do so. All of your parents already know of this so make plans to get a ride home..." Shouto didn't know what Aizawa had explained before those words, but he guessed there was some kind of break. That wasn't good..." Just a quick fic because I would feel bad if I left to work on the sequel and gave ppl nothing. No update schedule but I usually deliver pretty often so dw about it. TW⚠️: -Graphics Depictions of violence -Mentions and depictions of child abuse and domestic abuse -flashbacks -blood -puking -swearing -Mineta -burns -Endeavor -[as] -not beta read so expect weird spelling mistakes No definite ships atm but you can interpret it however you want. I wrote like seven chapters of this all in two hours so don't expect good things If you don't like it don't read it but if you do enjoy!<3Complete
You're Here (EraserheadXOC AU)
This is my own shot at writing a true fanfic about my favorite mha character eraserhead so enjoy. This plot takes place before, during and after the USJ arc Aizawa is badly injured as result of the nomu but just as the hellish beast is about to deliver the final blow Aizawa hears a scream that lasts for almost 30 seconds and it blows the nomu away from him knocking him down then he sees a skinny figure standing in front of him. "L-lycilya get away with the other students. Leave me behind" Aizawa says weakly "No I made a promise to you so long ago and I intend on keeping that promise Shouta" the ombré haired woman said before she walked to the nomu and prepared to save Aizawa from his fate that had yet to be sealed.Complete
Shouta Aizawa takes notice to how his best friend, Hizashi Yamada, seems to be struggling with his past recently. Shortly after he finds out and attempts to grow closer to him like they had been in the past, Hizashi mysteriously disappears without a trace. If Shouta can even find him again, will he be the same? ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● He didn't seem to notice as he entered the room completely, still shaking and shivering. It looked like he was crying, but he wasn't making any noise. Shouta noticed a burnt smell, concealing a cough. It was enough of a sound to make Hizashi notice him, pure terror in his eyes as he used his arms to shield his face and neck. "Zashi, it's me, it's alright." It was obvious that he didn't recognise him in the slightest. Hizashi was completely frozen as Shouta came closer to him, hoping for some sort of realisation. Still nothing. He looked over his friend, scanning for injuries. He had scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. At least, that's what he thought until Hizashi bolted past him to get to the door. His uncoordinated legs fell out from under him and he crashed back to the ground. Shouta put a hand to his shoulder in an attempt to calm him down, but he clawed desperately and flipped over, thrashing around to get Shouta off of him. Shouta held on. He looked into Hizashi's eyes, then down his neck. It was the source of the burning smell, and looking at it made him sick. ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● ●○°•♡•°○● TW: Alcohol, violence, blood, language None of the art shown is mine!
More detailsContent Guidelines