A Beautiful Melancholy

"I um... im not sure what to say next. Here... okay... Frankie and Ray; I'm sorry. I said I would be okay, and for a moment I actually believed it. I'm uhh... I just really want to let you two know that uhm... you guys have really been taking care of me, and I uh, I really needed it. Thanks for giving me a shoulder. And uhm... Make sure that Mikey is okay for me? Please? And Mikey; I know this will be the hardest for you. Please, it isn't your fault. It isn't anybody's fault but my own, okay? You can't change what uhm... what happened to uh, me. Remember to keep yourself alive, okay? Do it for me. So yeah. I love you. Uhm, I love all of you guys. I'll miss you. Bye."
Gerard nodded, as he ended the voicemail, and stood on the edge of the roof, ready to execute his plan.
He saw the sky, and how beautiful it looked. There was a lovely calm pink sunset beginning to form on the horizon.
He decided that he didn't mind that this would be his last sight.