He hated her. At least, that's what he told himself as his heart sped up when she smiled at him like that. She loved him. At least, that's what she told him when he got too lost in the moment and let his guard down. He wasn't what was best for her. She didn't care. When you're living on Borrowed Time can you really afford spend it all in denial? If you're asking Porco Galliard then, Yes, you can.