To Live
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Last published Sat, Mar 20, 2021
Freshly out of cyro, James has move back to Brooklyn. Finding a new apartment and disregarding the invite to join the avengers. James is trying to live a normal life after enduring nearly eight decades of pain and torture.
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This story does not follow the MCU universe completely. Infinity war don't exist in the fic so no broken hearts. This is set right after Black Panther. I hope you enjoy! I'm in college so updates are slow. I'm trying to write as much as possible.
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