Madness
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Ongoing6m
Last published Mon, Mar 2, 2015
Insanity. The all encompassing madness. I feel like laughing right now. Why? It just doesn't seem right is all. I mean,the pain I've suffered. The pain of loss, death, and horror. But I'm free now, spreading my wings like an angel in the sky. Free in the abyss of Madness. My name is Buttercup Utonium, and over the last week my family has been killed off one by one. Except for me, and one other person. I don't entirely know how it sounds, but I know it sounds insane. Why have I gone off the deep end? Listen to me, and find out how you and I went crazy....
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