Butterflies🦋

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel lost, I feel like I don't belong here. Why? why us? why!? Coz we're different she said. I was numb to pain, I couldn't cry anymore, everything hurt. In crowd but still feeling that lonliness, she meant everything to me. I don't know how will I live without her. She still has a decision to make. The days the memories they're all so beautiful, I wish they could come back.