Selfish (Bucky Barnes X OC )
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  • Reads 32,115
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  • Parts 33
  • Time 3h 16m
Complete, First published Mar 21, 2021
Mature
"So you just used me ?"

I tried to hold back the tears but they just came out as rivers 

"No Manya, you don't understand"

"All of you knew and you just used me and pretended to be my friends.
You just wanted me for information, all of you never meant anything you said to me, when you told me we were family you just lied! I told you I would die for you Steve, and you Peter... you told me we were best friends and you ....."

I said looking at Bucky  sobbing trying to hold the rivers from my eyes 

"You told me you loved me! And all of it was a lie !"


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Manya has been a spy from HYDRA for almost 14 years, she was tortured and changed into a monster, a killing weapon with supernatural powers. With a dark past

She has an important mission. Kill The Avengers, and if she fails her life depends on it
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