Saudade

'Saudade was once described as
"the love that remains" after someone
is gone. Saudade is the recollection
of feelings, experiences, places or events,
that once brought excitement, pleasure,
well-being, which now triggers the
senses, and make one live again'

{.beloved one shot book.}
{.this contains spoiler so please don't read until you've read beloved.}