The Monster within //Jhon Murphy Fanfic
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Last published Thu, Sep 7, 2023
"You rant and rave about the monster I have become, but you, mother, you are the author of everything I am."
"why should I apologise for the monster I've become? No one apologised for making me this way, not even you"
"I was the kid walking around like an addict, craving for a hit like I was on fire all the time. And they didn't understand it so they isolated me, clouldn't even touch anyone. That screwed me up, big time."
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