"You rant and rave about the monster I have become, but you, mother, you are the author of everything I am." "why should I apologise for the monster I've become? No one apologised for making me this way, not even you" "I was the kid walking around like an addict, craving for a hit like I was on fire all the time. And they didn't understand it so they isolated me, clouldn't even touch anyone. That screwed me up, big time."