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Last published Tue, Mar 23, 2021
I live through the day feeling lonely and empty, I watch anime and have comfort characters join me as I try to live my life while struggling to survive in this society and fighting through my suicidal thoughts. Will I really be ending up killing myself? or find happiness in myself and live a happy and peaceful life?
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