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pLeAsE eXcuSe mE tHesE aRe heaVy thOuGhts

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Parts 12
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theotherastro_kidd17

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We've all been in a relationship that ended prematurely because of something we said or should have said ...this book contains things I wish I said before all the walls came crumbling down

I've spent so many nights thinking about all the things I want to say to you... missing usually comes in waves some days it's tsunami tides... you've become a regular in my dreams ...so I took the liberty to write these poems about you in hopes that I can trap the memory of you within the confines of these pages and you won't bother me ever again...I promise to write the truth and nothing but the truth ...as you long you're sure to stay away from me from now on 
' something's heal some bleed forever '



(WARNING: I wrote most of these poems when I 14 years old most of it is rough and raw poetry)

Dear: Sunshine
If you read these poems and you feel like they are about you ...then I guarantee that it's one hundred percent absolutely about you(CC) Attribution-ShareAlike

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Blindsided By The Boss by JeniRaeD

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The Maddest Obsession by __anvesha

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