Sinnerman //H.S

A "classic" 1974 love story.

Harry Styles is a famous english painter, a tortured artist who leads a life in black and white, in search of a spark of inspiration, of color. So he moves to sunny California, and finds his spark.

She is precious, confident at first glance but from what he can see she's still damaged. She is so many colors at once it's almost too much for him. But even through the colors he sees her sorrow and her deepest insecurities. He's the only one who truly sees her, only to his advantage.

He sees all of her, but she fails to see all of him. She falls hard and fast, to her he is the one, shows her what life is supposed to feel like. He shows her how colorful she truly is. That's how she wants to see him at least, because the truth would hurt too much.

That is until the truth can't be contained anymore, until it all explodes in her face and she finally sees the real him, his true colors exposed for the entire world to see.

A product of her worst nightmares.

...

"Falling in love with him was like falling off a cliff, I never realized that every moment I spent with him, I was just standing there on the edge, the wind in my hair and the void right at my toes. And then when everything happened... it was all so fast, like the ground collapsed from under me and before I could even realize it, I was just falling without a way of going back up, without a way to get back on the ground, crashing and breaking down was my only option, the only way out of it. That's how loving him felt. Broken bones and crushed flesh, that's how he left me."

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-Strong sexual content
-Eating disorders
-Mental illness
-Manipulation
-Gaslighting
-Assault
-Violence/blood
-Drug use

(Some of these topics are barely brushed upon, I don't mean to scare you off.)

Every story deserves to be told and every character deserves a happy ending. It only depends on one's version of a happy ending.

Enjoy
-L

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