L'appel Du Vide (The Call of the Void); the feeling when you stand in a high place and think about jumping, but won't actually do it. "and that was the first time I saw those piercing green eyes, but I knew it wouldn't be the last." TW// drug and alcohol use, self harm, abuse, sexual assault, strong language, violence, sex This is my only warning that this book does contain smut with many kinks. If that makes you uncomfortable just don't read it. Also this is my first fic that i've written so please no hate i'm just doing this for fun.