Never Ending Sadness
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"I'm tired.."
I said to myself as I stared up at the ceiling. It's only 10 am and I'm already exhausted. I dont know why. I better get up or everyone will yell at me and call me a lazy brat..
𝐇𝐞𝐰𝐰𝐨! 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢 𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐁𝐒. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐥𝐦𝐟𝐚𝐨.
Ps. Cover isn't mine. It's a random wallpaper on pinterest. Other pictures in the book are also from pinterest. They aren't mine and all characters are fictional.
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