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Alone Without You

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Reads 344,679
Votes 12,194
Parts 31
Time 2h 27m

Mature

George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him.

But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly...

TW's:
-Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid
-Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions))
-Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses 
-Slight homophobia
-Suicide attempts
-Slight abuse
-Self harm

REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)All Rights Reserved

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