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Alone Without You

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Reads 341,048
Votes 12,156
Parts 31
Time 2h 27m

Mature

George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him.

But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly...

TW's:
-Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid
-Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions))
-Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses 
-Slight homophobia
-Suicide attempts
-Slight abuse
-Self harm

REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)All Rights Reserved

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Different But Unique

After George is kicked out from his home for being transgender, he looses hope in ever finding someone that would accept him for who he really is. George's only option was to move in with his homophobic grandparents and he only wishes to be called a boy however that apparently was too much to ask. In a last attempt to find happiness he attends a music class as he enjoys singing. He meets a boy, Clay, however will Clay be just like the others? TW's: -Transphobia/homophobia -Gender dysphoria -Suicidal thoughts -Mental abuse -Self hate (Not really a TW, I think. George has transitioned and he's still in transition. I'm aware that this is not how it goes for everyone)