60 parts Complete MatureThere should be a word for a feeling way more painful than disappointment. It's like when you believe in something, give it your all, and then watch it crumble as if it was never possible. It's when not just your heart, but your whole body aches, and you have an overwhelming urge to do something about it, yet feel completely powerless. A disappointment so profound that it quickly turns into numbness because your body can't handle it. That numbness has kept me at home for days. There was no call, not even a message from... him.