Incoherent Ramblings of a Madman

----very important trigger warning, some themes and scenes are R-18, these include : drug use, violence, suicide, self harm, murder and general 18+ NSFW content, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! i will not be held responsible for any actions that may hurt you or others!----

An Original poetry following the life of Me, as to how he sees, reacts, and responds to the ups and downs of his life, as his overthinking and overcalculating nature brings him near to the brink of death, but will he be able to prevail against his own predicament.

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pretty self-explanatory title, it's not that deep, there is a hidden meaning if you can find it let me know
it's full of bullshit you probably will not understand
you have to have pauses between commas or periods when you read it, I don't know what else to say lmao enjoy the fucking "book" or whatever.