63rd St.

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Parts 13
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Reads 52,633
Votes 1,483
Parts 13
Time 2h 30m

He walks me backwards, getting dangerously close to the edge of the building. "You're a suicidal maniac and you don't even know it." He looks me up and down, lowering his tone. "But I see right through you darling" 
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In which a troubled girl with insomnia meets the new boy in town, who happens to struggle with the same disorder. When fate continues to bring them closer, she inevitably catches feelings; with only 3 problems standing in the way. 
1, Her incredibly controlling boyfriend. 
2, Her raging trust issues. 
And 3, the new boy's secret past, which once revealed with change her life forever and thrust her into a journey she never could have prepared for.
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Content warning:
Contains themes of depression, murder,, suicidal thoughts, sh, substance abuse, deep discussions, etc.  

If any of these trigger you, I don't advise reading on &lt;3All Rights Reserved

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