How do you live, when nobody wants you to live? How do you see yourself in the mirror when what you see is what they want you to see? How do you think if you can no longer differentiate between your thoughts and their opinions? Or, Lucas starts getting a lot of hate and starts spiralling down an unhealthy cycle of self-hatred, but NCT is there to help. ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ It includes mentions of blood, self-harm, eating disorders, anxiety attacks and calorie counting so please if any of these topics are triggering for you do not read this ( '・・)ノ(._.')