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Where Am I Now

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badboy biopolar findingme forevermyalways illforeverbemissingyou journalingtogetbacktome lessonsalongtheway lettingyougo lifecanbemessy livingwithoutyou losingitall myangel mylovestories neverstoppedlovingyou ourgoodbye stillwritingmystory stronger thegood whereami

Losing someone you love is hard. Losing someone you never thought you'd live in a world that they didn't exist is harder. Losing someone that you lost yourself to love and save is the hardest! It's almost been a year and I'm trying to find me again. He was mixed into my soul, he was why i became the woman I am. I lost myself for him and I'd do it over again! In losing him I'm finding myself again and I don't know where I am. When I work through things i do what I do best I write. This is my journal on Where Am I Now......
All people and events are true I'll be changing some names because this is my story not theirsAll Rights Reserved

badboy biopolar findingme forevermyalways illforeverbemissingyou journalingtogetbacktome lessonsalongtheway lettingyougo lifecanbemessy livingwithoutyou losingitall myangel mylovestories neverstoppedlovingyou ourgoodbye stillwritingmystory stronger thegood whereami

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Surviving You by BlueSea2124

"And as I hold my crying, broken girl in my arms at the doctors office, I realize the true meaning of unconditional love. There isn't anything that could happen that would make me stop loving her. I'll always love her. My heart will forever be hers" ~ a short story. a collection of journal entries and memories of a boy's love for his sweetheart. ~ A boy meets a girl. He falls hopelessly in love. What happens when his forever with her cuts short? What happens when his sweetheart leaves him? Will he be able to survive her? ~ Ranks: #34 in Rising - September 26th, 2021 #41 in Rising - September 2nd, 2021 #44 in Rising - June 15th, 2021 #48 in Rising - May 27th, 2021 #53 in Rising - May 25th, 2021

Bound To Be by thee_arielle

Trigger warning for the following: -mature content -some strong language -fighting -mentions of abuse Everything was cool. It was fine and normal until, a new family moves I'm next door. The beautiful family seemed normal enough, but something was off. Their son didn't fit into the rest of them. He was mysterious and seemed a little bit standoffish. He seemed rude and like he didn't belong. Meeting him went well, and she catches his eye. Going to school together and their families spending some time together causes them to grow closer. So close that things happen. What happens? Do sparks fly?

Saving The Broken by TheDevil1155

C̺͆O̺͆M̺͆P̺͆L̺͆E̺͆T̺͆E̺͆D̺͆ Started ~ February 13, 2021 Ended ~ April 3, 2021 ~ Re-write ~ May 28, 2021 End ~ August 18, 2021 *************** Disclaimer! This book might not make since at some points. This book does go a bit fast. There is NO HAPPY ENDING. *************** "Wait honey stop!" The lady yelled, but I wasn't gonna stop. I headed for the front door and before I could push it open I felt arms wrap around my waist "Stop" I kept thrashing in his arms "Come on stop, your gonna hurt yourself more" I didn't listen I just kept trying "Keep her arm as still as you can!" Someone yelled and I felt hands grab my right arm and then something prick my skin "Just stop!" Slowly I collapsed in their arms and my eyes shut. Not how this was meant to happen

A Taste Of Life by _sincerelysammie

Him: I hate myself. For what I did to her, for leaving, for everything. But what was I supposed to do? Love her while letting myself destruct? Now I have to live my life without her. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I miss her. Her: I should of known something like this was going to happen. I should of known I would only get hurt. Why did I have to let him in? I have to move on now, even if it kills me. As if this pain in my heart isn't already tearing me apart. I don't know if I can do this anymore. I miss him. - continuation and sequel to Let Me In.

Speechless by bewjejaa_

A series of short stories, each detailing different phases of my life. Why stories? I have never been comfortable expressing my thoughts and emotions out loud. Words are my safe haven in this life. Only with my writing, can the people around me understand the running thoughts in my mind. Without words, Without writing, Who am I? - A blank canvas, waiting to be painted.

Filling The Gap... by WaterPenny

18 + Hot Hate/Love Badboy Romance. I died. I know I did but why do I feel more alive than ever before when I am around her. Wishing for a life I never knew I wanted let alone crave for. But I can't have it, any of it. I won't allow myself to be selfish with her when she still has the rest of her life yet to live. When there is still breathes escaping from her body when lays silently asleep in front of me. I know I have to make her hate me, but she is the only one who can help me move on. I am stuck here for a reason, I need to let go before I can save her and her family.

Finding you by writer_user

You office series# 1 "I love her so much, It physically pains me to imagine a life without her, I feel like I won't survive a single second, without her. I feel I am drowning and only she could save me, But here I am, drowning without her, and she's somewhere where she doesn't needs me, she's is breathing without me." "When I thought of forever, it was always with him, what I did not thought ever, was to live without him, to stay away from him, to die every single second without him, because I want to see him happy, no matter what it costs, No distance matters, no other person matters, not even me." "But somehow, to save him, I needed to push him, to keep him away from me, what I didn't realise was no matter what, your true love always finds you." And that's how I know, all my life I was Finding you.

The ways we lost him(completed) by Komorebi_00

I always believed that my group of friends were resilient enough to withstand anything. But then that day happened and I watched it helplessly crumble. I wasn't aware it had to crumble to build itself back up again. It was a painful process But I learned so much, I overcame so much. Here is our story. -/ Imagine the most awful thing you're mind can conjure up, in the darkest crevices of your conscience. Well for me, that was made a reality. My entire world was collapsing. I thought I knew myself, I thought I knew others, I knew nothing.

Dorkily Ever After by ExtremeGiselle

It's clearly hard to fall in love with someone when you don't know you're already falling. It's harder to fall in love with someone whom you know wouldn't take the chance of falling in love with you back. And it's the hardest to just keep the feeling away, to distance yourself to that certain person you're in love with. ~~*~~ No matter who you are, where you're from and how fucking hot you are... Confessing to that someone you really like would be the hardest. CAUTION: This story slightly includes butt touching, perverting, and hot make outs. Read at your own risk. When their worlds -- the flawed but still perfect world-- collides, memories will be created, Memories will be reminisced and most of all, Memories will be lived. Highest accomplishment (so far) - #288 Teen Fiction

A Journey Through Time by MiaDFord

My life unscripted. "I so badly want to unlock the person I really am, and not just continue living as the person resulted from the traumas and histories of my past." - A Journey Through Time "I'm just in this unsatisfying in between, where I'm always going to have something to fix. It's always something that comes up. My feelings always have something to say." - A Journey Through Time "It's like having the pressure to be something you have already been longing to be, but not having the resources to be that person." - A Journey Through Time

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Surviving You

"And as I hold my crying, broken girl in my arms at the doctors office, I realize the true meaning of unconditional love. There isn't anything that could happen that would make me stop loving her. I'll always love her. My heart will forever be hers" ~ a short story. a collection of journal entries and memories of a boy's love for his sweetheart. ~ A boy meets a girl. He falls hopelessly in love. What happens when his forever with her cuts short? What happens when his sweetheart leaves him? Will he be able to survive her? ~ Ranks: #34 in Rising - September 26th, 2021 #41 in Rising - September 2nd, 2021 #44 in Rising - June 15th, 2021 #48 in Rising - May 27th, 2021 #53 in Rising - May 25th, 2021