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Bipolar {Ziam}

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Reads 5,747
Votes 395
Parts 31
Time 2h 14m

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bipolar boyxboy depression direction drama fanfiction liam malik one onedirection payne sadness selfharm sickness zayn

poor Zayn has nasty bipolar depression, constantly angry, constantly crying, constantly wishing to die. 
all he has seemed to accomplish is reaching the end to several dozen journals and art books filled with words and sketches and pill bottles and prescriptions listed with useless drugs.
He lives his life trying to avoid the source of his pain by just living through it. 
till he's given a big dose of liam, 
the first medication to truly cure depression.All Rights Reserved

bipolar boyxboy depression direction drama fanfiction liam malik one onedirection payne sadness selfharm sickness zayn

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The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

Oblivion by tomlinson_stylesx

No one know what's happening at home to Liam. No one sees how much he hates himself. No one sees how friendless and alone he really is. Until zayn comes along. Will he help Liam get better and feel good about himself? Or will he only make things worse. Is he fixing him? Or breaking him even more. Or the one where Liam is depressed and abused and zayn might help

It hurts [Ziall] by fxcknouis

Sometimes I hurt because I dance Sometimes I dance because it hurts Niall has been a dancer since he was three years old. He loves every style, but lyrical has always stood out to him. He channels all his emotions through lyrical. Niall has never been depressed and he never believes that he will be. That is, until he gets an idea to get the attention of his crush, Zayn Malik. CONTAINS DEPRESSION, EATING DISORDER, BOYXBOY, SWEARING AND RAPE (Completed 11/17/15)

Saved |n.h| «editing» by Horanjob

❝There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need to change your life or you're the one that will change theirs.❞

$Secrets {Zianourry Zayn Centric} by paige_ttt$

Faking a smile is easier than explaining why you're sad. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks to @GracieTRK for the cover! WARNING: IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, PLEASE DO NOT READ.

Friends Are Safest Place || Zayn Malik Sickfic by Lizzel234

Some Zayn Malik's sickfic and hurtfic. these will be from the time he was in one direction and after leaving one direction. After leaving One direction boys still look over him when they came to know about his condition. Everything bad possible that can happen to a person will be written,please don't get offended. *All the boys Louis, Harry,Liam, Niall are involved in every story* Plus feel free to give suggestions and comment on anything Ps. English is not my native language so please forgive me for my bad English.

deep enclosure - ziam short story by okayypayne

even the lone wolf experiences sorrows- zayn hasn't left his apartment for four years. not since his parents were killed out there. it's not safe, the outside world is full of sorrow and death. liam is overly self conscious. he loves the way he thinks people will want him to be. but at night, when he runs off to places with the type of people he wants to be, he hides himself under a different name, and lives. the two meet in a very simple way, but have the most complex, beautiful impacts of the others life.

another ZIAM story by LoveYouAllOopsHi

Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)

𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙒𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧 -𝙕𝙞𝙖𝙢 𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙣𝙚- by destiel123-

Zayn's struggling, and he doesn't want to burden anyone, so he keeps it to himself. But, what happens when Liam becomes worried about Zayn? Begging Zayn to let him help him...

Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

What happens when someone is diagnosed with cancer? They want to live the rest of their life to the fullest, right? Wrong. Niall Horan is a 18 year old boy just diagnosed with brain cancer. But the only thing he wants to do is die already. Zayn Malik is a mysterious boy that walks past the hospital once everyday. No one knows why, except him. What happens when one day he walks past the hospital and runs into a puffy eyed boy? What happens when he runs into this boy everyday for the next four months? Do they let each other know about their lives or do they keep to themselves?

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Saved |n.h| «editing» cover

Secrets {Zianourry Zayn Centric} cover

Friends Are Safest Place || Zayn Malik Sickfic cover

deep enclosure - ziam short story cover

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Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU cover

The Institute

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.