The Hate We Harbor
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When two boys from a small conservative town start to develop feelings for each other what do they do? Do they Bury the feelings because of the morals that have been engrained in them since they were young children? Or do they follow their hearts and risk being ostracized by the ones closest to them? Find out in this pulse throbbing heart-tugging smut fiction thing.
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