"What are you doing Zayn?" Zayn had been looking at Twitter for the past hour taking screenshots of tweets from fans and pictures of him and the boys. He was looking at a picture of him and Louis from the X factor days smiling wide and innocently. He stared at the picture for a couple minutes before responding. Then with a tired expression he met his cousins eyes. "I just wanted to remember what it was like before the world started hating me," he whispered softly. Then he looked back at his phone and took a screenshot. Or Zayn leaves One Direction and this is what it was like through his eyes.