This is going to pretty much be my diary. I have what's called Schizoaffective Disorder and I wanted to show the world what it's like in my experiences. I want people to read this and learn about what my head looks like so that they might be able to help others through this. My life contains very dark themes. If things like self harm, suicide, mental illness, LGBTQ+ relationship, death, or child abuse triggers you, then please don't read this. I'm doing this for educational purposes. Not everything is dark. Some stuff is happy and funny. I'm not that boring of a person. ;)
If you have any concerns about your own mental health, please contact a professional, such as a police officer, therapist, school councilor, psychiatrist, doctor, etc.. I am no professional, I am only speaking from experience. I'm okay to give advice if you need it, but I might not always have an answer to your problems. I also don't want people to be self diagnosing. As said before, if you have concerns about your mental health, please contact a professional.
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Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true.
You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really.
If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist.
Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings.
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