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Alive ~BokuAka

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Reads 781
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Parts 17
Time 1h 38m

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An accident made everything go downhill. His health, mental stability, his emotions and that love for this certain boy he kept inside his chest, that made him sick, it made him see heaven and hell at the same time. 

How could he know that the following sentences, this call, will change his life completely? They will tear him apart to build him up differently, just so he could shatter into a million small pieces all over again. 

Haikyuu boy x boy fanfiction.
Bokuto x Akaashi (but they're older)
Don't like don't read and stuff

⚠️warnings⚠️
Mental illness 
Death
Sad 
I might make you cry (again. I'm sorry.)
Also English isn't my first language, please tell me if there are mistakes

"The doctors say that he won't make it."
Yet you are here, together with me, alive.All Rights Reserved

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playground ~ bokuaka by trickksterr

bokuto and akaashi had been bestfriend since forever, they met in a playground, bokuto had found akaashi crying in the swings all by himself, but years has past. and they're still inseparable... or are they ? OSKAKS i know i wrote 2 other bokuaka stories OSK BUT I CANT HELP IT 😭😭 i keep seeing angst and it makes me heart hurt 🥲 WAHHH ima cry now bye

The life of a fake boy ~ Kuroken angst by Troubledsoul_666

DON'T OWN THE COVER (just have it in my camera roll) Kuroo has always hidden everything behind a smile. Acts obnoxious that nothing can ever hurt him. The truth is he keeps all his emotions behind a book. This book he calls his hurt book because all emotions come with pain. Newly he has been feeling a new sorta feeling this scares him making him act even more obnoxious. However it keeps coming back like a reoccurring nightmare. He get it whenever Kenma is around. So he begins to write all his troubles and now this new emotion. Maybe there is more to this world then pain but he knows all to well that the gamer boy loves another. Warning- Suicidal thoughts, blood/gore

Flower Petals ~|AkaHina|~ |HAIKYUU!!| (book 1) by Teheimbackagain-

Akaashi keiji fell in love with hinata shoyo who plays for karasuno. Ever since akaashi played volley-ball with hinata and a few others akaashi felt this strange feeling every time he was near hinata. Akaashi realized he had feelings for hinata but doubted that hinata would return his feelings. Ever since then he always acted normal infront of hinata so that he wouldn't ruin his friend ship with him until coup,e weeks later he started feeling ill to the point he ended up in hospital finding out he had a disease that could end up with horrible consequences (death) he could ether confess to his love and hope his crush liked him back to be cured or have surgery and never love again. He didn't want to get surgery and never love again so he lived his last month with shoyo living life to the fullest. What will happen next??? |haikyuu!!| |akaashi x hinata| |akahina| This story is inspired by hinjoon please thank (and all credits) goes to hinjoon for giving me this idea 🙏 (No other ships are included in this story beside akaashi and hinata)

Glass of Hearts {Bokuaka} by lordsnails

"I don't love you anymore." Lies ~~~ "Did you end it with him?" Akaashi stared blankly at his father. The tears have all dried up, and all that's left were red scars and shattered glass. "Yes," he muttered bypassing his father and running up the stairs into his room. ~~~ Akaashi was being abused at home. Merely a puppet under his father. Bokuto didn't know anything ||same universe as Box of Reminiscence||

Metamorphosis | Akakuro ✔ by gay-ikemen

Completed ✔ Akashi × Kuroko Born and raised by an immensely strict Father, Akashi Seijuro had no choice but to excel in every aspect of his life. There are no room for failures, there is no such thing as weakness, personal feelings are unnecessary and it should be left behind. Kuroko Tetsuya, his childhood best friend, was determined to change Akashi's life for better and wanted him to break free from his father's cruel binds. Their feelings eventually bloomed for each other, but solving the matter was not easy. ⚠️ Contains angst ⚠️ This fic involves two male characters who are romantically into each other, so if you do not like that content, then please don't proceed. It's as simple as that. [I do not own the characters nor the picture! All credits goes to Fujimaki-sensei!]

Stay [SasuNaru] by CheysShadow

An argument that left Naruto feeling broken. An accident filling Sasuke with regret. Hopefully it's not too late. *Warning: This is a BoyXBoy love story! If you don't like yaoi, don't read it. Has suggestive language. *Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to any of the characters from Naruto. This is simply a fanfic made for fun.

the sun and his moon by NightShadeTale

they had heard about each other, but they hadn't met. so when they finally met, it felt like they were already familiar. playful teasing and snarky comments were thrown around until one night they saw each other in a different light. from that moment, their relationship really started. !! trigger warnings !! mentions of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety also a lot of syrupy sweet love; might cause a sugar rush or nausea to some people // art on cover by oholivie // all characters in this story belong to Furudate Haruichi

Everything's Changed. (Akaashi X Reader) by steph_703

Running into eachother. Watching their smile grow for eachother. Falling in love. It was never to be expected. Y/n l/n is a first year at Tokyo University. She's had a hard life battling something no one should have to battle. She has walls. Boundaries. Insecurities. And strength. She was ready to start her new life. A fresh start. He was ready to finally join his best friend in university. A new adventure. Create a new chapter in his life. But love was never their intention. A/N: Warning! Tissues needed. 🍂(Completed!) 🍂 🍂DISCLAIMER🍂 I do NOT own any of the Haikyu Characters! I also do not own any of the pictures in this book, I only added the title to the cover. All credit goes to the artist. Lots of research has gone into this book for a true depiction.

His Jewelled Eyes by meowyume

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Broken Wings - BokuAka by bokeijis_

(Just making some revisions, sorry everyone if this story moves around on my profile!) Akaashi has a dark secret. One that could end not just his relationship with Bokuto. . . It could also end his life. Based off of artwork I saw by Heeju_Q on Twitter (⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Descriptions of cutting , phobia, and depression are used in this story, so viewer discretion is advised) [Rankings ✨❤️] Rated #18 in BokuAka November 8, 2019 Rated #1 in Bokuaka angst holy shi- Rated #1 in bokutoxakaashi October 16, 2019 Rated #1 in akaashixbokuto November 18, 2019 Rated #59 in Haikyuu fan fiction October 22, 2019 Rated #6 in lotsoffluff November 13, 2019

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playground ~ bokuaka cover

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Flower Petals ~|AkaHina|~ |HAIKYUU!!| (book 1) cover

Glass of Hearts {Bokuaka} cover

Metamorphosis | Akakuro ✔ cover

Stay [SasuNaru] cover

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Broken Wings - BokuAka cover

playground ~ bokuaka

bokuto and akaashi had been bestfriend since forever, they met in a playground, bokuto had found akaashi crying in the swings all by himself, but years has past. and they're still inseparable... or are they ? OSKAKS i know i wrote 2 other bokuaka stories OSK BUT I CANT HELP IT 😭😭 i keep seeing angst and it makes me heart hurt 🥲 WAHHH ima cry now bye