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Alive ~BokuAka

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Parts 17
Time 1h 38m

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An accident made everything go downhill. His health, mental stability, his emotions and that love for this certain boy he kept inside his chest, that made him sick, it made him see heaven and hell at the same time. 

How could he know that the following sentences, this call, will change his life completely? They will tear him apart to build him up differently, just so he could shatter into a million small pieces all over again. 

Haikyuu boy x boy fanfiction.
Bokuto x Akaashi (but they're older)
Don't like don't read and stuff

⚠️warnings⚠️
Mental illness 
Death
Sad 
I might make you cry (again. I'm sorry.)
Also English isn't my first language, please tell me if there are mistakes

"The doctors say that he won't make it."
Yet you are here, together with me, alive.All Rights Reserved

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Everything's Changed. (Akaashi X Reader) by steph_703

Running into eachother. Watching their smile grow for eachother. Falling in love. It was never to be expected. Y/n l/n is a first year at Tokyo University. She's had a hard life battling something no one should have to battle. She has walls. Boundaries. Insecurities. And strength. She was ready to start her new life. A fresh start. He was ready to finally join his best friend in university. A new adventure. Create a new chapter in his life. But love was never their intention. A/N: Warning! Tissues needed. 🍂(Completed!) 🍂 🍂DISCLAIMER🍂 I do NOT own any of the Haikyu Characters! I also do not own any of the pictures in this book, I only added the title to the cover. All credit goes to the artist. Lots of research has gone into this book for a true depiction.

Gone but never forgotten -Obikaka- by Yaboinani08

-Story is still being checked for any spelling errors and grammar. Please be kind as I make those changes- ⚠️Warning! I don't own any of the pictures all the credit goes to the creators!⚠️ Some of these plots may be like other stories but I promise full credit goes to them. It seems that Obito has fallen for one of his teammates...it's not Rin I'll tell you that much. Putting a little twist on the main story I've changed the roles of the characters and changed it into a heart wrenching love story.

Stay [SasuNaru] by CheysShadow

An argument that left Naruto feeling broken. An accident filling Sasuke with regret. Hopefully it's not too late. *Warning: This is a BoyXBoy love story! If you don't like yaoi, don't read it. Has suggestive language. *Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to any of the characters from Naruto. This is simply a fanfic made for fun.

Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima) by Chimkin_numget

Kirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being so alone.... but if I dare to peak over the surface then people will see me, I'll be vulnerable, no one will like what they find. So I'll stay. And I'll drown myself here, forever. Trigger warning ⚠️ Depression Anxiety Attempted suicide Swearing Abuse Bullying Self harm This story is very triggering. Please do not read if uncomfortable Again this is my first fanfic but I'm gunna try my best! Characters belong to Horikoshi kohei.

The best thing in my life(bokuaka) by sofiasabyss

I do not own any of the characters Credits to Aleks on Twitter for the cover Summary: SPOILERS FOR THE WHOLE STORY AHEAD!!!!!!!! Akaashi and Bokuto have always liked eachother, although both of them were clueless about the other's attraction, until one day they finally confessed. Everything was going well until they decided to tell Akaashi's parents, who are very homophobic. Bokuto starts thinking it's all his fault that Akaashi's parents don't see him the same and that Akaashi's relationships were ruined, so he starts doing unspeakable things to himself. Akaashi tries to help, but what could one seventeen year old do?

The life of a fake boy ~ Kuroken angst by Troubledsoul_666

DON'T OWN THE COVER (just have it in my camera roll) Kuroo has always hidden everything behind a smile. Acts obnoxious that nothing can ever hurt him. The truth is he keeps all his emotions behind a book. This book he calls his hurt book because all emotions come with pain. Newly he has been feeling a new sorta feeling this scares him making him act even more obnoxious. However it keeps coming back like a reoccurring nightmare. He get it whenever Kenma is around. So he begins to write all his troubles and now this new emotion. Maybe there is more to this world then pain but he knows all to well that the gamer boy loves another. Warning- Suicidal thoughts, blood/gore

Glass of Hearts {Bokuaka} by lordsnails

"I don't love you anymore." Lies ~~~ "Did you end it with him?" Akaashi stared blankly at his father. The tears have all dried up, and all that's left were red scars and shattered glass. "Yes," he muttered bypassing his father and running up the stairs into his room. ~~~ Akaashi was being abused at home. Merely a puppet under his father. Bokuto didn't know anything ||same universe as Box of Reminiscence||

Metamorphosis | Akakuro ✔ by gay-ikemen

Completed ✔ Akashi × Kuroko Born and raised by an immensely strict Father, Akashi Seijuro had no choice but to excel in every aspect of his life. There are no room for failures, there is no such thing as weakness, personal feelings are unnecessary and it should be left behind. Kuroko Tetsuya, his childhood best friend, was determined to change Akashi's life for better and wanted him to break free from his father's cruel binds. Their feelings eventually bloomed for each other, but solving the matter was not easy. ⚠️ Contains angst ⚠️ This fic involves two male characters who are romantically into each other, so if you do not like that content, then please don't proceed. It's as simple as that. [I do not own the characters nor the picture! All credits goes to Fujimaki-sensei!]

Off The Ice by Kirithetheory

Oikawa, Suga and Akaashi were figure skaters. They all needed that freedom and the feeling of the ice. The feeling was enough to overpower the rude and hurtful comments of the hockey team who shared their rink. But they're teenagers in high school. All dealing with their own problems day by day. Dealing with love and heartbreak. But all that seemed to go away when they were skating until Tōru meets a new hockey team member. Someone who catches his eye. Someone who's life he turns upside down. ⚠️Disclaimer⚠️ -Conatins topics of abuse, self-harm, suicide attempt, homophobia (external and internal), depression, anxiety, eating disorders and mature language. -Also contains smut and sexual scenes. -Cover art by me. -Please read with caution and I will put warning before each chapter. Anyway enjoy 😊 Highest Rank #3 tsukiyama #1 bokuaka #1 iceskating #2 Kuroken #1 daisuga

•°Soulmates°• [Haikyuu x Male Reader] by MitsuYuseki

Requests: [Closed][Story Completed] I don't see a lot of these so I made my own since I'm addicted to AU's. I'll be mostly doing Soulmate AU's and occasionally Hanahaki disease. Haikyuu and it's characters does not belong to me. [Language and sometimes Angst warning. I'll put a warning at the beginning of the chaper if it has it]

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Everything's Changed. (Akaashi X Reader) cover

Gone but never forgotten -Obikaka- cover

Stay [SasuNaru] cover

Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima) cover

The best thing in my life(bokuaka) cover

The life of a fake boy ~ Kuroken angst cover

Glass of Hearts {Bokuaka} cover

Metamorphosis | Akakuro ✔ cover

Off The Ice cover

•°Soulmates°• [Haikyuu x Male Reader] cover

Everything's Changed. (Akaashi X Reader)

Running into eachother. Watching their smile grow for eachother. Falling in love. It was never to be expected. Y/n l/n is a first year at Tokyo University. She's had a hard life battling something no one should have to battle. She has walls. Boundaries. Insecurities. And strength. She was ready to start her new life. A fresh start. He was ready to finally join his best friend in university. A new adventure. Create a new chapter in his life. But love was never their intention. A/N: Warning! Tissues needed. 🍂(Completed!) 🍂 🍂DISCLAIMER🍂 I do NOT own any of the Haikyu Characters! I also do not own any of the pictures in this book, I only added the title to the cover. All credit goes to the artist. Lots of research has gone into this book for a true depiction.