Hinata shoyo has been told mine times that his boyfriend had died. He had to deal with the fact alone. He was mad all the time, his grief made him a hole knew person. He won't do what he loves and bit by bit he might just lose himself... Later he never stop looking for more and more memories but maybe his memories has just began... (! warning! : this story has blood, panic attacks and more please read with cation) ( inspired by " in another life" by LittleLuxray)