Suanne is a typical everyday single mother. Suddenly, her world turns upside down by a pair of criminals. She did not even know such evil existed in the world, but due to the actions and words of Red, a criminal, the leader of the pair, she learns how cruel people can be. She also is conflicted by her emotions. She is conflicted by her desire to survive and her hatred of this man. However, he can urge her body to spiral down unwillingly. She goes through many different and difficult situations, some more grave than others. These situations cause her to be confused because her brain is unwilling to submit while her body wants to surrender completely. Will Suanne survive this turmoil, or will she succumb to Red and the confusing sensations within her? Can she ever understand why she can hate a man so much, and yet she tolerates him? Can she understand why her mind and heart are not linked with her body? Can she understand why this is all happening to her?
Gwen, desperate to feel something, kills someone. But she quickly learns that one kill is never enough. Can Gwen stop before she turns on her own family?
**INCLUDES BONUS BOOK - A CHILD CALLED WENDY**
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It was just an experiment. Simply kill one person to see what it felt like. See beauty in the moment of death. See if it filled the void within her. It didn't. Nor did it the next time. Or the next. Gwen is an ordinary person. Wife to Amanda. Mother to Grace and Alexandra. Suddenly, she is no longer ordinary as she finds herself battling her urges and demons before she hurts those closest to her. But is it already too late?
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**WATTY 2021 SHORLIST!**
A multiple Wattpad Featured Story
#1 in Fiction
#1 in Homicide
#1 in Killing
#1 in Scary
#1 in Serial Killer
#1 in Terror
#1 in Death
#1 in Murderer
#1 in Creepy
#1 in Adult
#6 in LGBTQ
#1 in girlxgirl