When you're so lost in love, it becomes hard to see its end, unfortunately...all good things must come to an end. Castiel knew he would standing at Dean's grave one day, as is the troubles of immortality, but, he'd hoped he'd at least see Dean grow old, he'd hoped that maybe, he could hold Dean's hand as he peacefully passed away, in a hospital bed or at home, however, Castiel had had no such luck.
2 weeks after Dean's demise, Bobby gives Castiel a journal to help Castiel get through his 'all too human' grief, but will Cas be able to bring himself to write in said journal and if so, what will he write? Will he even be able to cope now the the person he loved most in the world, has left him forever? Find out in "Since You've Been Gone"
Little spoilers to the 14th season (nothing major).
Sorry for grammar mistakes, but English isn't my first language and this my first work.
This whole fic was written at the beginning of December 2018. I had a lot on my head and then I lost my notebook where the story was written. Sorry to those who waited.
After Dean had said yes to Michael and fighting with him to leave he had a lot of Time to think about everything. Yet all his thoughts lead him to Castiel.
What will happen when Dean discovered his feelings to Angel? Does Cas feel this way towards Dean? Where will this lead?
In later chapter smut (there will be a warning).