Sound & Color
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Apr 25, 2021
The silence in my mind laid unparalleled to the words once told to me. Cradled behind those who protected me for years. If only I knew what was to come of it. I trailed through all the scenarios in my head wondering which path would finally lead me to the most ideal world. None of which ever gave me the ideal world I envisioned for myself. I looked forward and backwards, but never any other direction as if I was somehow stuck on a two dimensional plane never knowing how to fully make it out alive. In front of me laid the future that I was set to go forth in, behind me laid all the mistakes of the past that haunted me endlessly. If only I was given a chance to breathe one last time; if only I thought.
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