"𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞" 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚍. "𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝" 𝚘𝚒𝚔𝚊𝚠𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚢. Tooru Oikawa Was cocky teenage boy with a dark secret. The only person who knew was his best friend with a bad home life, Hajime Iwaizumi. When things start slipping more and more, Iwaizumi became more and more concerned for Oikawa's wellbeing . They were always there for each other, they helped each other, made each other feel safe and happy. They balanced one another out. Can Oikawa be helped? Will it be enough? Can they be saved? When feelings develop after years of friendship, how could they ever realise let alone confess? Tw (will be put at start of choaters) Suicide attempt Suicidal thoughts Panic/anxiety attacks Self harm Abusive family Sexual activity Don't read if you might get triggered. This isn't supposed to romanticise the things in this, so if it seems like that I'm sorry, I have it planned out and it will hopefully show that it's not glamorous or easy/sweet but actually difficult for both people ect. Disclaimer: I don't own any of the haikyuu characters nor the plot of haikyuu this is just a fanfiction. There will be around 27 chapters