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God, I hate You

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Parts 59
Time 3h 44m

y/n decides to take a break from the avengers after a certain metal armed man joins the team, bucky barnes. she despises him, why? because the winter soldier killed y/n's only family, her sister. but after being made to return back to her job, she's forced to work with bucky to sort out the hatred between the two. every mission consists of the two arguing, physically fighting or insulting eachother. will the two of them ever get along? or will y/n get revenge for the death of her sister?


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After Tony and the rest of the avengers had found you laying in a forest with barely any memories of your previous life, you became an avenger yourself. You are super strong and fast and have powers that you are hiding, but to what cost? After your first encounter goes really bad, Bucky Barnes is introduced to the team as a new member and the two of you can't stand each other. For a while, you guys make each others life hell, but slowly you start having a feeling that this might grow into something other than hatred... What will happen? What does Bucky have to do with your past and why can't you remember what your life was like before joining the avengers? Disclaimer: I will use curse words. Chapters with smut will be highlighted as such. And yes: There will be smut ;) I am very sorry for possible grammar or vocabulary mistakes. English is not my native language and I have been out of practice for a while, but I will try my very best to make this story as enjoyable for you as possible :) I will look over chapters I have published from time to time in order to correct possible mistakes or word a few things differently :) *** I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS! THIS IS A FANFICTION FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF A FEMALE ORIGINAL CHARACTER ***

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