He's Living In The Other World

I thought happily ever other does exist. But, I see things differently as of now. Betrayal, hatred, longing. My emotions were like a rollercoaster when Marco left me. Without a word, without an explanation. I was lost in the process of waiting for him. But I hold on to His promises. The promises that I will keep until I die. I was a wreck because of that accident that took him away from me. Will I be able to see him again and love him like before? or things will be different from now on? If loving him and wanting him would destroy me, I would rather let that happen just to come closer to him. My world is nothing without him. Marco is nowhere to be found, and so am I too.