"I want to kill you.. I have to kill you.." The younger of the two stayed quiet for a moment "But I can't.." Hisoka gave Illumi his cute smile and lifted his hand to the others cheek cupping it in his hand. "It's alright darling.. this was going to happen sooner or later.." Illumi had more tears running down his face. Hisoka felt tears fall on his cheek. He was surprised then Illumi collapsed on his chest and kept crying Hisoka comforting him. "I'm sorry dear, it's time for me to go.."